A Perfect Morning!

This morning i was the happiest i had ever been. I woke up at 5:30, took a long shower and ate a bacon egg and cheese sandwich. At this point this morning was no different from any other. After getting my coffee I proceeded to meet one that lifted my spirit into the heavens. She held me close and kissed my with lips of honey. Her eye stared into mine as mine stared back. An instant felt like forever as our eyes locked. I wish i could trap that moment and make it live forever. Her skin against mine, our hearts dancing together, and our lives were changed. This morning was the greatest of my life so far. I hope for many more mornings like this. I pray that the moments last forever.

Our Curse!

Our curse may be more than we can bear. Our emotions get the best of us. Hate traps us, Love blinds us. A caring and giving spirit is persecuted for his acts of kindness. Getting nothing in return for the love he has for all that is. Forced to walk the earth with blistered feet and tired eyes we look at what love and hate had already brought into this world. How can one escape this evil society around us. No one wants to just step back and hope it all works itself out. Many want to help, but it was an act of kindness that got us in this situation in the first place. Brought us so much pain. It is difficult to act on logic alone. According to the human heart the logical course of action is not always the right one. The human heart! This organ, this conscious beating soul trying to make understanding of right and wrong is our greatest downfall. It is this beating hunk of flesh that causes us to make many of the decisions we make everyday. Some married business man that hasn't been laid in six months hires the cute 18 year old blond over the college grad with all the certifications in the world. A fireman runs into some burning building risking his own life for a child he never met before. Some high kid takes a gun to school and shoots a group of kids that had been picking on him his whole life. These emotions are our curse. Greed, Envy... as long as such things exist the human race is truly doomed. Consuming the world one sinner at a time we destroy our own kind, our home, and our souls. From the first bite of the fruit of knowledge, to that last breath the last human breaths will be in vain.

The Dark!

Many people fear the dark even into old age. Some say that fear will keep you alive. Others say fear is a weakness. People who fear the dark only fear themselves. When you look into the darkness you see nothing. You see the unknown. When you realize that you don't know what is there you try to imagine what is there. The great imagination of the human mind will create your worst fears. You try to assume what will happen to you if you step into the dark. You create your own fear. Suddenly you feel helpless. And so you step away from the darkness into the light where you feel safe and warm. We always fear the unknown so we try make the unknown known. When we know what lies in the dark our fear becomes understanding. Understanding becomes Knowledge. Knowledge becomes Wisdom. Many believe knowledge is power. I believe that Wisdom is greater than all power. Eccles,18: Wisdom is better then weapons of war: but one sinner destroyeth much good. But we were just talking about the dark here. Many legends where told have some truth. Some truth in every lie. Every mystery showing some evidence. So many people go missing every day. So many people murdered and raped every second. Everyone has their own beliefs on what is there and what is not there. I just like to put light on a dark situation. Sometimes i don't always have the strength to step into the unknown, but at least i know what i fear. What do you fear? It's not the dark. Not anymore. You fear yourself.

Wasting Away!

The things we do amuse us for a time until we face our inevitable fate. The things we posses give us false purpose so we may have false understanding. So what meaning should there be? What purpose should we have? The answer to those questions lie withing you and you alone. You can look to a higher power for the answers and many will agree with those answer but you must choose whether to accept them or turn away from them and find you own meaning. We can into this world naked and will leave the same way. With no possessions and no one but ourselves to depend on. Only the knowledge and skills we obtain can better prepare us for any future we may face. "Only be understanding the past are we better prepared for the future" If you know the source of this quote you will know that the person that said it was a great pioneer of his time. Until or day come we just waste away doing things to amuse us and prepare us for the future.

What Makes A Day?

What makes a day? Is it whether you got all your errands done? Is it whether or not you got home in time for dinner? Or maybe its the fact you didn't kill anybody at work or get in a accident. It could be that you lived period. I think what makes a day is whether or not you were in it, active or in active. So what makes a "Bad Day"? Is it getting fired? Or loosing a friend? It just might be anything that makes you unhappy or stressed out. I think a "Bad Day" is when you come home and you have nothing waiting for you but a hot shower and a cold T.V. dinner. People need to be active to have a good day. You can turn any bad situation into a good one just by holding on to the silver lining. So what makes a "Good Day"? Is it getting that promotion you have been waiting for? Or maybe its finding a new friend or partner. It just might be the fact that you learned something about yourself to make you a stronger person. I think a "Good Day" is when you accomplished something that was no easy task and you have more plans then just going to bed. Being active with people around you (whether it be coworkers or not) can lift your spirits enough to make a great close to what may not be a great day.

Getting Out Of Bed!

To get out of bed you need to accept the fact it will be awhile before you can rest again. More so you will have to accept the fact that the day is all down hill from here until you find your happy hour! When i get out of bed i understand that the day has just started for me whether i like it or not. All i hope for is a day i can get through with as little stress as possible but there are factors that interfere with my plans. We all have our morning routines and little superstitions acts that get out day started off right. ie. Coffee, Cigarette, Shower... Mine is a long look in the mirror. i take a look at the person that lived to see another day and ask if I'm going to see another. of course their is no answer from myself but there is the hope. Sometimes a long look inward can make you understand a lot about yourself, and why you got out of bed in the first place.